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enterthemirrorhiiii shorter one because i took this, like, industrial strength prescription sleep aid thing so i will maybe pass out halfway through this. i'm happy though :) had a phone call with my very good friend and ugh i really love her. this is notable because i hate using the word love on people and we have both agreed that we don't like using it on each other even though people love saying they love each other... but i definitely love this person. as a friend. also it is funny i say "very good friend" because she literally said in the phone call "i know you hate being called best friend" and i said "no i have literally never said that" and she said "well you only ever call me your 'good friend'" and i think she sorta got me a little bit there. anyways.
watching like cable TV (that required a youtube TV login for some reason?) in this rental place and i like it because it is reminding me how good i have it with my pirated french films on demand. "the incredible hulk" is really truly bad. but it's a fun watch so who cares. i like being pretentious i am learning. i think it's okay to be a little pretentious if i can accept that bad things are fun (which i have always been able to do thanks to aforementioned friend making me watch free tubi movies and MST3K <- fucking nerd). okay i will be quiet now. lalala. that really cheered me up. thank you so much friend :) she didn't even CARE about the one important thing i wanted her to listen to me ramble about but i don't even care. she didn't care in a funny way so i don't mind. also i'm not good at being like genuine and stuff but she forced me into being genuine by being genuine at me so i was all sappy and stuff ugh having friends is so cool. not to fawn. okay goodnight i feel sleepy. i am going to keep this bad movie on because i need to know what happens to Mr Hulk. oh no he is in trouble!!! i wonder how hes going to be magically saved. lalala meowmeowmeow goodnight everything is going to be ok :)
watching like cable TV (that required a youtube TV login for some reason?) in this rental place and i like it because it is reminding me how good i have it with my pirated french films on demand. "the incredible hulk" is really truly bad. but it's a fun watch so who cares. i like being pretentious i am learning. i think it's okay to be a little pretentious if i can accept that bad things are fun (which i have always been able to do thanks to aforementioned friend making me watch free tubi movies and MST3K <- fucking nerd). okay i will be quiet now. lalala. that really cheered me up. thank you so much friend :) she didn't even CARE about the one important thing i wanted her to listen to me ramble about but i don't even care. she didn't care in a funny way so i don't mind. also i'm not good at being like genuine and stuff but she forced me into being genuine by being genuine at me so i was all sappy and stuff ugh having friends is so cool. not to fawn. okay goodnight i feel sleepy. i am going to keep this bad movie on because i need to know what happens to Mr Hulk. oh no he is in trouble!!! i wonder how hes going to be magically saved. lalala meowmeowmeow goodnight everything is going to be ok :)
