l'imagination au ̶p̶o̶u̶v̶o̶i̶r̶ loubard

[enterthemirror]

okay, i think what i'm doing is microblogging. i've figured it out. also this is a COMPLAINING post... back from lunch and it was awful. had two cookies and walked back. convinced myself i would eat dinner later... only other place to eat food around dinner that will sustain me is closed. so i am probably not going to eat any more today, unless i spend money at the convenience store which i shouldn't be doing. really sad about that :( i wanted to do the good thing but i couldn't and i'm v bummed. bleh. i was v proud of myself for going out too! i don't want this to be an emo blog!!! but i feel so emo . . . i hope i feel better later. i was thinking about " self harming " (odious phrase) later today because it has been a few days since i have last done it and i'm kinda like. idk. not happy with how it went last time. but we'll see! i feel so tired and lazy i might not even make the walk out to the place where i did it last. maybe i will just try to fall back asleep??? idkidkidk. this is so uncool :( i even wore a fun outfit :((( I NEED TO NOT BE EMO. but it is going to happen. i'll try to figure out something fun to do to distract myself. goodbye for now :)