fear is the mind killer r whatever

helloooo this will be short bc i dont have much to talk abt . hung out with some peopleee and they forced me to out again todayyy but it was for loving reasons. i played #minecraft which was fun. the main point of this message is that im AFRAID. my roommate saw the first silverfish of the year and i am already PETRIFIED of bugs and yet this loser insists on eating in the room all the time qwq. he is currently eating something called "cheese bread" which is going to make the entire room smell like it for the next day. thanks, asshole!! i do think this may just be the result of depression + low blood sugar but this guy actuallyyy pisses me off so much. like, i know i shouldn't complain all the time about one individual, but i think he is just a lightning rod for some reason sob. take your food and your fucking phone calls out of the room, sob. so now i just have to think about there being disgusting inch-long bugs in my room!!! while i sleep!!! i genuinely cannot express how distressing this is qwq. i may seriously buy a tapestry or any large, thin cloth, and just wrap myself in it when i go to bed because i am seriously scared sick thinking about there being those hideous bugs in my room. alternatively i will go sleep on a bench somewhere. I DON'T LIKE THIS. but it's fine. i had an okay day today i should have done more work :( idk now i have to try and sleep. i honestly wish i didn'ttt know they were around. hate. OK goodbye for meow i should just sleeppp i'm too tired to get any work done i think :( bleh. maybe a movie. goodbye for meowww :,) <- a tear, idk? kinda looks like snot. i promise my nose isn't running.