outfoxed

helloooo everybodyyy this will be short because i am very tired. didn't do much today but i went out for halloween party stuffs and actually did not have an awful time!! people really wanted to chat with me which is fun. i enjoyed that. i was the recipient of, like, that one meme of the man talking to a disinterested woman at a baseball game, except the genders were reversed. they were also very keen on sending me emails which is fun. i think we should bring emailing back. then i had fun running around and blowing my horn (not euphemistic) with someone. it was actually slightly fun and like musical almost. hashtag performance art?

see: a party animal.


i also drank mildly which was good in that i feel like i care slightly less about everything but bad in that it tastes really awful. it is nice to care slightly less about things... but not worth the trouble. i do not think i will make this a habit. it was still nice to get out and chat with people and meet new people and make people laugh and laugh at what people say and yeah!!! idk. this is definitely a very silly ramble to anyone who is not a bit of a loser, but i enjoyed it very much as someone who doesn't go to these sorts of things. it is not all that bad to be perceived but who knew!!! i have lots of work i should be worrying about but it's late and i should not worry about that because the only thing worse than being "white boy drunk" (which i am not) is being "white boy drunk" and emotional.

see: anstoss.


i want to show more fox pictures but i think i am all foxed out. and very tired!!! i should sleep. my throat is also so hoarse but it's fine. i am glad i have no obligations tomorrow. after running around with miscreants i feel like doing mushrooms or something fun again but also i have enough to actually keep me busy. it's not that i think they're bad for me or it's an unhealthy impulse... i just think it's a lame, loserly impulse. anyways. oh i also had therapy today but it was mostly me talking about myself so nothing noteworthy. OK. goodnighttt alllllll i had funnnn people liked my costume which was so fucking validating. fuck u non-believers (mostly me). okay. goodbye for meow everyoneee meowwwmrowmrrorrowwwmrow

see: le meilleur, c'est un sommeil bien ivre, sur la grève.