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so few posts recently! both in terms of what i have been reading & producing. i'm quite sleepy and it's midday which is not when i normally post but it's okay. i got cigarettes #Hooray i'm meant to wait for someone else before i actually open them but i know they're fat and succulent in there so i can't much wait. some SICK FREAK walked up to me in the library and pet me on the head and all i could say was "i don't know what to do". like a CRUEL VILLAIN they COMPLIMENTED ME in front of OTHER PEOPLE and i had to just SIT THERE. i felt VIOLATED (this is a joke). although now i'm thinking about being violated and repeatedly going "i don't know what to do". cough... what was i going to say? i remember this having a point. doing some work on this final GROUP project which seems evil. why must our final hinge on other people? seems very silly. i know exactly what i would have done if i did this myself. it would be a presentation (not a silly podcast, which is what my groupmates elected to do, because they're too afraid of doing a presentation) and it would be analyzing chinese-european cultural exchange through the lens of european philosophy and it would be fun and good and interesting. oh, the other thing! i didn't have therapy today unfortunately. but i'm having it tomorrow online, which i like less than in person, but that's okay. bleh it's actually a little annoying because i have a lot to talk about and it works much better IRL than over a meeting. i could call them today and reschedule but then it'll be on friday and that's also annoying... i can't tell which is better. i'm impatient. i think i'll just do it tomorrow. okay. i think that's it. bleh. i'm okay though. i kinda have nothing to do but work and this is testing my commitment to never working. i also ate which is unfortunate because now i feel sick. anyways. goodbye for meow !!! :D