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hello! shortish today. in a good mood. wanted to kill myself really really badly to the point i was like. Going To Go Hang Myself after having a nice day but smoked a cigarette instead and laid down for like 10 minutes and then went to a very PG-13 дискотека which was still fun and made me feel a lot better. i drank kvass and some kind of pear drink thing (very yummy!) and now i am in a hallway "studying" with someone else... which consists of me organizing music and reading random online things. the other person is actually studying, though! i did have a good day beforehand too. went into Boston and went by a totally random protest none of me and my friends were aware of so we simply walked over and hopped in and partook for about a half an hour. it was very nice and cordial (we weren't part of the delegation and knew nobody there but the organizer was very nice to us and chatted briefly as we left) and i got to chant again and i did blow out my vocal cords but it's okay. bought a WATCH which i can't stop checking and i'll never take off. it's a cheap digital casio but that makes me like it more than if it was some fancy nice looking one. i am kinda hungry right now but i already ate "shake shack" (whatever that is) and chicken pilaf so i think i am like. already thoroughly fed. i won't facepost here but there is a picture of me at the дискотека where i am very emo because i dressed like i was going to a show or something. it's like... way more emo than you're imagining. anyways. i am in a good mood i think :) i thought i had something due on the SEVENTH (tomorrow) but it is actually due on the SEVENTEENTH. i still have things to do which i should do BUT thankfully i can revel in not working for a little while longer. and it's only saturday! what fun :) mwah dear reader things are looking up! <- things said immediately before disaster. ugh. such a full day. i mean... it's a little annoying that i had such a full and honestly very good day and still wanted to kill myself that badly during it but hey!!! i will take what i can get!!! it's okay. i'm happy now :) people were nice to me today too!!! listening to an album by a band i haven't really seriously listened to in a year or two and it's just as good as i remember!!! :))) goodbye for meow :)

EDIT because i was looking through my old posts realizing it'd be fun if dreamwidth had some sort of like... mood tracker thing? where i can look at my mood over time? because this is the first happy one in a while. AAANYWAYS i want to do another topster because i haven't done one in a while. meow meow meow here you go :D