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[enterthemirror]

good morninggg woke up about an hour ago or so? still good morning because i am still in bed. roommate turned the lights on for no reason. why? doesn't he like relaxing??? anyways i am still very tired and all the fun ideas i had of things to write about are gone. i fell asleep v late last night unfortunately but that's what i've been doing on most weekends now, soooo i can probably turn it around. i was busy downloading music and stuff, idk!!! i almost fell asleep in the, like, coffin position which i can'ttt manage to ever fall asleep in---but i want to be able to because then i can wear headphones. i have that presentation due in 3 days which is, like... bleh i don't wanna work on anything today. i still just want to stay in bed all day. i will try not to do that, but i don't know what the alternative is. i will try to call my mom today and chat because she enjoys that but i am a little afraid of giving away the game (that i have been doing nothing and depressed, sob emoji). anyways. ughhhh these lights maybe i will find somewhere nicer to hang out. idk anywhere besides the library. weh. i need to like do something to reinvigorate myself or something. maybe a bike ride?? scared of biking after having a horrible time biking in town the other day. if i had good running shoes maybe i would jog. i am kinda making excuses but we'll see. a bike ride could be good. maybe my little at-home project will be finding trails somewhere in the area that i can do. i don't really want to do the charles river one because you go on and off the road all the time... maybe walking it would be preferable. biking it was admittedly okay & it was wide enough for me to not be afraid of hitting people but all the on road bits were scary. i also hope my flat tire won't be a problem because i suspect it might be leaking or something. i will try to check on it the next time i go outside. i was going to "weh" again but i'm not letting myself... even though i want my mail and goldfish. weh. youtube has exclusively been showing me, like, streamers & Conan O'Brien lately so i should probably try to watch a movie. again, though, i don't feel artsy... this has been lots of complaining and lots of run on sentences and lots of ellipses. i like this sort of morning/afternoon post format because i guess i get to ramble about my mood now and actually surmise the day later. anywaysanyways. goodbye for nowwww andddd yeah! :D