rain is less aesthetic when you are cold

[enterthemirror]

hello chat thi# is my finalllll post of the night bc my phone is getting low now. im quite cold so this may be shorter because it is hard to type 😭 the walk back from the theater was much less fun. i felt disheveled and shaky and i smelled bad and was cold. 3/4 of the way back to the dorm i decided even though i didn't really want to stay in the theater i preferred it to my dorm, but i thought it was probably locked by now. i knew everyone had left because their umbrellas were gone. while i was walkign back to my dorm i kinda decided i did not want to deal with like interacting 😭 i could see from outside that the light in my room was on and i just cabt even will myself to walk in and flick the lightswitch down so i just decided to go to that lil abandoned building (its not like... gross inside) i know about that is always opena nd i am here now. i dont know if i will fall asleep here... idk where i would... i may just wait for a v late hour and then go back because i need to showrr and clean myself up and everything. i dont think this is like the best idea but i would rather just not be in my dorm right now and idk what else to do :p i kinda justtt found a place to sit but maybe i will find somewhere comfy. the rain makes weird noises and its a little scary but i am being brave abt it :) i shouldn't let my phone get much lower but i don't know what to do for the next few hours. i will try and find a charger but i don't think that'll happen. i was having so much fun watching conan obrien int he theater i didnt preserve my battery 😭 ok enough sobbing emojis. this is hopefully goodnight but if i go back to my dorm maybe i will write more. goodbye n goodnight for now :)