enterthemirror | cute skaters in french skating compilation

hello!!! i have to give props to my roommate for unironically listening to "baby" by justin bieber. i don't think it's that much worse than any other pop song. why'd everyone hate on bieber so much? (because pre-teen girls liked him.) anyways this is probably my goodnight post even though i am not tired BLEHHH be tired please. i need to LOCK IN TMRWWWWW i realyl really do. noooo excuses i must do it. anyways i did nothing today either. hooray? slightly more bummed about it than i was the other day sob emoji. i didn't even go outside which is not good. tomorrow i will really make an effort to do it especially because i want to do that presentation outdoors. i recorded a 1 minute segment of it just as a test. it's hard for me to read off a script bc #SpeechImpediment but it went okay. i will probably write a script for everything, memorize it as best i can, then just adlib because i don't really wanttt to read off a script even if i didn't have any trouble doing it. i already recorded all the quotes i'm planning on using in my own voice. my plan is: finish script, go out and record myself talking, come back and install the video editor i used over the summer to make edits of like movies and stuff (https://youtu.be/kjdT1_ifqp4?si=i5BrSa7br0bQh6m0, https://youtu.be/eCJQWOYsxAg?si=2NO_4WU1CK6xGtJD) and use that to cut out dead air, add images, add me reading quotes, and that's pretty much it? i can either turn it in tomorrow or turn it in the day after. part of the reason i have been putting this off so much besides my tendency towards procrastination is that after recording everything, like... you can't really edit what you say in it compared to a slideshow or paper or something. i looked over my notes and i was pretty braindead today but i think i have everything under control. i just have to organize it all. i am going to axe Fichte but probably keep in a little Freud? i didn't write much for Freud so i will need to add stuff to my notes just clarifying my thoughts on paper so i can elucidate on them when i actually record myself. definitely keeping Reich because he is a short, offhanded addition, and i really like him. Butler may stay but i don't know yet. i am still optimistic even though i'm really giving myself a needlessly small amount of time to do all this. i also have stuff for Chinese i should do, but... who gaf... i will eventually care about all my classes again soon but i am just getting off the back of wanting to die so i think i have earned not giving a shit slightly!!!!! i do give a shit. anyways. idk what to do now... i didn't really eat today unfortunately. i will really try to do it tomorrow. i think all the food supply people have had more time off, so good for them. if it was up to me they'd be CHAINED to the kitchen (i would not do that). okay. i think i am done with this one probably idk??? bleh. i willlll.... maybe i will look at my notes... ehehehe ofc i won't. OMG i can get mail tomorrow hooray. i will definitely go out then. ok goodbye & goodnight for now :)